Hi...Oh...Hello, yes Hello?..Hello...Yes..Hi....

I honestly dont even know how to start this one...so I will try my best.
I know... I will open with a line from my favorite book.

"Some wise people decided that this was a very stupid way to go on living, always being scared of each other"

This statement has nothing to do with how I actually feel about my current situation or
the world of shit that someone else has put me in, I just needed to put it down on pap...electronic pixle screen.

I am so utterly beyond the state of furious anger that I am shutting down inside, one by one my enternal emotional systems are slowly closing down...one by one by one..I cant even type this, as the section of my brain that creates thought is entering a state of hibernation...